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as long as i’m living

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my baby you'll be

i am the one who deprived you of a better life;
the parent who held onto their child
and maybe it’s selfish, but no matter what

i wanted to be the one to love you


to every single one of you


(image heavy post incoming!)

each year there have been three ways i’ve loved to spend my birthdays: eating, sleeping, and drawing~ overall i find it quite relaxing, and that’s just how i prefer it! i don’t expect it to be “special” nor do i usually expect gifts. but this year, i think i’ve been taught that it can be more than just another day off… that it could become one of the happiest days in my life. and i have all of you, every one of you to thank for teaching me that.

and you know, even though so many beautiful, wonderful drawings have been given to me this year… even though i’ve had so many well wishes from people who don’t even know me (i’ve never said thank you so many times in one day before!!), i think the real gift is that i made new friends, and that i appreciate the ones i already have even more now. i’m going to work hard. i’m going to work so hard. until i return to all of you the favour, all i can say is…

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